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6/8/2025 0 Comments Trust dissolves Dread blogTrust Dissolves Dread A message for earth angels, sensitives, and generational curse breakers There’s a particular kind of dread that highly sensitive souls carry. It’s not always loud or visible. It’s a quiet hum in the background—a tightening in the chest, a sinking in the stomach, a whisper that says: “What if it doesn’t work out?” “What if I mess it all up?” “What if I’m not safe?” This dread doesn’t come from nowhere. It’s often the residue of trauma—personal, ancestral, and even past life. It’s the inheritance of those who came before you who had to survive, not trust. Who had to control, not surrender. Who couldn’t afford to feel or to listen. But you, beloved one, are here to break that cycle. You are here to rewrite the story. And the medicine? Is trust. ✨ Trust is not a bypass Trust isn’t pretending everything’s fine when it’s not. It’s not ignoring fear or sugar-coating pain. Trust is sacred surrender. It’s the brave choice to believe in divine support even when your human mind wants proof. It’s choosing to listen to your intuition even when dread whispers louder. 💔 My Personal Experience With Dread When my brother was in a traumatic car accident, I experienced a level of dread I wouldn’t wish on anyone. Dread that he would die. Dread that he would be in excruciating pain from his life-threatening injuries. Dread that he would suffer permanent brain damage. This was trauma in real-time—watching him fight for his life during his 30 days in the ICU. The dread was so heavy, I could barely breathe. But every time I slowed down… Every time I paused and turned toward my intuition… Every time I called in my angels and opened to trust… Miracles would unfold. Moments of clarity. Messages of peace. Signs of divine orchestration. Even in the chaos, I began to feel held. So I get dread. The kind that comes from trauma. From pain. From the fear of loss. And I know—deep in my bones—that when we bring in the Archangels of Trust, when we ground into the vibration of trusting yourself, your soul, and your angels… That dread begins to dissolve. 🕊️ Trust Is a Frequency You Can Choose Your angels are not asking you to ignore your pain. They’re inviting you to bring your pain to the altar of trust. “Even though I feel fear, I choose to trust.” “Even though I’m hurting, I trust I am not alone.” “Even though the path is unclear, I trust the next step will be revealed.” This is how trust dissolves dread—not all at once, but moment by moment. 💖 Want to experience this shift for yourself? Join me for the Angels & Intuition Women’s Mini Retreat This sacred in-person healing space is for earth angels and generational curse breakers who are ready to: 🌿 Relax your nervous system 🔥 Release dread and trauma from the body 👁️🗨️ Reconnect with your intuition 💫 Receive messages of hope, peace, and guidance from your angels 🕊️ Space is limited. Enroll on the events page Trust yourself. Trust your angels. You are never alone. Love, Jill
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What if I told you that you were born with a direct line to the Divine? Each of us has five intuitive channels, known as the 5 Clairs, that serve as sacred conduits for angelic messages. These psychic senses are not reserved for the gifted few. They’re part of your natural design. But life, with its wounds and worries, can cause those channels to become clouded with fear, trauma, and limiting beliefs. I know this intimately. When Trauma Silences Your Inner Voice My childhood was shaped by stress, poverty, and trauma. And like so many sensitive souls, my intuitive gifts, the very tools meant to guide and support me, shut down in response to that pain. After my father’s tragic death, I spent decades searching for peace and meaning. That journey led me through spiritual initiations I never expected: hospitalization, a dark night of the soul, and years of grief and confusion. Unprocessed trauma and PTSD didn’t just affect my emotions, they dulled my inner senses. I often questioned my intuition, self-medicated, and dismissed the angelic guidance I was receiving. It felt like static on a divine radio station. But healing came. Slowly, and with grace. From Surviving to Serving Over the past 27 years, I’ve devoted my life to the healing arts, working as a massage therapist, yoga teacher, energy healer, and published author. My passion for energy medicine and trauma recovery eventually led me home to the angels, and my intuitive gifts blossomed once more. Today, I help other highly sensitive and intuitive souls do the same: clear the static, reconnect with their angels, and reclaim their inner wisdom. In my debut book, Receiving from Your Angels: Four Practices to Heal Your Pain with Angel Love, I share my story in Practice 4: Receive and Trust Your Intuition. In it, I open up about my brother’s traumatic car accident and the spiritual initiation that followed. I know how deeply trauma can block our intuitive channels, but I also know how it can open us to profound divine healing. Your Invitation: A Mini Retreat for Big Transformation If you’ve been feeling disconnected, overwhelmed, or unsure of your intuitive abilities, I invite you to a special 3-hour mini retreat designed to help you return to your inner knowing and receive angelic guidance with confidence. In this soul-nourishing retreat, you will: ✨ Learn the 5 Clairs (Clairvoyance, Clairaudience, Clairsentience, Claircognizance, and Clairfragrance ) and the simple mantras to awaken each ✨ Relax and meditate with the Archangels to bless and open your intuitive channels ✨ Identify and release the key fear slowing down your divine connection ✨ Practice receiving and delivering intuitive angel messages through each Clair with a partner You’ll leave feeling relaxed, rejuvenated, and deeply connected to your angels—and most importantly, to your intuitive truth. Every participant will receive a personal angel message to support your ongoing spiritual growth. You Are Meant to ReceiveYour intuition is not broken. It’s waiting for love, attention, and a safe space to bloom. Whether you’ve faced trauma, doubt, or simply a season of disconnection, your angels are gently guiding you back to yourself. Are you ready to receive? Join other fellow, wisdom seekers Date: Saturday 6/14/25 Time: 1-4pm Investment : $99 Location: The Sanctuary in Riverwoods 3 ways to pay Zelle ( 773-251-5527) Venmo @Jill-Kempner , Paypal https://paypal.me/angeljill444/99 5/21/2025 0 Comments Vulnerability is power blog“I hate being vulnerable”, my inner child screams in my therapy session this week. Hatred was my protector. As I share more of my personal story and chronic pain journey, I realize how many protectors I had wrapped around my sensitivities. Hatred. Anger. Judgment. All trying to protect my vulnerability. The years of poverty, emotional abuse, and stress had me hating as a default. It was so much easier to put up the wall of hatred, then to feel vulnerable and potentially hurt again. Hating was easy. Withholding love from my parents, my brother or friends made me feel momentarily powerful. I used hate as a shield from other people‘s pain body. If I hated it blocked me from absorbing their negative energy. In my childhood, hate became a powerful way to protect my hurt and sensitive parts. After my father‘s murder, hate became my ally and kept people at arms length so they couldn’t hurt me anymore. Eventually, I saw vulnerability as weakness and walked around judging and hating. Hate felt powerful. Loving felt too vulnerable. Slowly, but surely the armor melted. Each storm and or initiation kept cracking me open and pushing me to be vulnerable. Meeting and marrying my soulmate, my father-in-law passing away, the birth of my first child, the psych hospital visit and the inevitable, dark night of the soul that followed. Layers of emotional pain surfacing inviting me deeper into my hard, armored heart. During my dark night of the soul when I felt lost confused and ashamed many things became apparent to me. Hate as a protector was no longer an option. Holding that baby in my arms melted my heart and made vulnerability a daily occurrence. One of the biggest gems of the journey from my dark night of the soul was realizing I needed to take better care of myself. I became committed to daily relaxation and self-care in the form of yoga, meditation and energy work. My devotion to relaxing daily helped me stop hating as a protector and taught me that vulnerability, that open hearted, open minded alignment with my soul, was the safest and most powerful place to be. As I released the pain and hate. I got my power back. As I let myself feel and be vulnerable, I got my power back. As I let the Angels heal my heart, I got my power back. My mission is to help you get your power back from chronic pain, whether it’s physical or emotional, with the Angelic Pain Relief formula that I will outline in my free master class tomorrow, Thursday, May 22. Reclaim your power from chronic pain with angel love. Enrollment is free and there will be a replay available for five days. This offering is over zoom from 2:30 to 4:30 PM CT. I would love for you and your Angels to join us. Thanks and love Jill. Happy mothers day weekend and happy full moon earth angel
Resentment: that's what made me feel ashamed. My parts felt ashamed that I allowed myself to be incredibly resentful for almost 5 years towards my family after I tore my ACL. This was my full moon breakthrough with my coach yesterday. I was feeling somewhat blocked to talk about my upcoming master class. I was struggling to share stories from that time. It didn't make sense logically because I know and trust the Angelic Pain Relief formula. Digging in, we found that the emotion and part that was blocking me from sharing stories when I was in chronic pain was shame. Shame about the resentment I felt and held onto for years following the unfortunate accident of tearing my ACL. The physical pain from tearing the knee, rehabbing the knee, having surgery and then rehabbing the knee again was enough to bear. Add the leaden emotions, resentment, shame and judgment, from the injury and recovery created that added insult to injury. Of course over the years I had processed and healed layers of these heavy emotions. However, sharing about it now so i can help others heal chronic pain, brought up more to heal. I felt powerless to my pain for over 5 years as I navigated several initiations. An initiation is a transformative experience that takes you from one level of understanding to another. Tearing my ACL, surgery and recovery, tearing my shoulder, retiring from my 20 year massage career, changing careers to become an Angel Coach, my brother’s traumatic car accident, being diagnosed with Crohn's disease, to another life changing event that actually broke the spell of the resentment that I was trapped under. In late 2020, an initiation that challenged my integrity brought me face to face with my unhealed emotions including shame and resentment. I had a choice. I could choose the same path and be righteously angry at the person who attacked me or I could choose a path of peace and forgiveness. Thankfully I was in a Priestess Mentoring training at the time that gave me powerful tools and a new way to handle initiations. This time, I would face this initiation of my integrity being attacked with self compassion and grace. This time I would stand in my true power which is peace. I am so proud that I chose to face and transform the leaden emotions that I buried within me with the light of my angels and all my Priestess power. I took my power back by turning leaden emotions into gold by revealing the deeper meaning of the pain. I took my power back by inviting the support of the angels. I took my power back by consciously processing the energies connected with this and previous initiations, with the Angelic Pain Relief formula. The angels remind us that you will repeat a pattern until you learn the lesson. This isn't coming from a space of punishment, self sabotage or “bad” karma. Learning the lesson is about gathering the pearls of wisdom of each experience and seeing yourself through the eyes of love, respect and compassion, which is how your angels see you. If you're ready for deep relief both physically and emotionally, join us for my FREE Master class on Thursday 5/22 Reclaim your Power when you're in chronic pain with Angel Love. I will share my personal stories of feeling powerless to the pain and how I got my power back with the Angelic Pain Relief formula. You don't have to suffer or struggle with chronic pain once you invite your angel's love and support. Enroll today. You also don't have to wait until May 22 to get relief , you can sign up for a free consult. It would be my honor to help you see your pain differently and create a personalized angelic pain relief plan just for you. Go to my website www.jillkempnerhealing.com to the free consult tab and fill out the short questionnaire. Once I review your application, we can set up that free consult. Hope to see you and your angels soon. Love and thanks, Jill 4/25/2025 1 Comment From Pain to Power -BlogFrom Pain to Power
My fathers murder did a number on me emotionally. My dad was my favorite parent and it felt like I had died when I heard the news of his tragic death. I was crushed, frozen, and shocked. I was only 11 years old. I couldn't imagine life without my dad and I felt stuck with a crazy mom. I write this with deep compassion for both of my parents. But at age 11 I wasn't happy with my mom or with our relationship. We worked hard for decades to repair the emotional damage that built up from the years of stress, poverty and trauma we both experienced in my early childhood. After my fathers death, I became tough, hard and defensive. I wasn't going to let anyone into my heart. I felt deeply hurt and abandoned and I led with a badass exterior for many years. Slowly I chipped away at the mountain of hurt in my heart. I was led to become a massage therapist right out of high school, because I was seeking peace and relief. My healing journey had begun. I didn't fully crack under the weight of all that was left unprocessed, until I landed in the psych hospital, just shy of my daughter's first birthday. That first year after she was born was tough for me as I began to look at the trauma I had endured in the formative years of my life. Whenever I tried to relax, I became flooded with past memories of abuse and stress. Not to mention being sleep deprived and no solid self care in place. The unprocessed grief and trauma that I buried by numbing, self medicating, and over-working, surfaced when I became a parent and left me powerless to my pain. During my dark night of the soul, after the psych hospital, I often felt like a victim to my pain body. I felt lost, confused and in deep shame and judgement. I had an intuition that this unprocessed PTSD and grief was living in my shoulder and my gut. I needed relief. I needed a miracle. I needed my power back. I slowly reclaimed my personal power from the pain when I committed to a daily self care practice of yoga, meditation and self energy work. This daily practice opened my heart and mind to the angelic realm and that's when my healing skyrocketed. The unprocessed trauma or PTSD that landed me in the psych hospital was trapped in my shoulder and my gut and even with my best efforts, still turned into physical issues. The angels have shown that prolonged emotional pain will physicalize. Physical pain always has an emotional root. Allowing emotional pain to sit inside your body for years or even decades will eventually create dis-ease. It took me decades of daily self care to unpack the pain, see the deeper meaning and eventually led me to create the relax, release, receive process I outlined in my debut book. The angels and I are here to save you time from years of feeling powerless to your pain. Join me for my FREE Master class Reclaim your Power when you're in chronic pain with Angel Love on Thursday 5/22 where I will share my signature Angelic Pain Relief formula and how to get instant relief working with Archangel Raziel and your own team of angels too! Enroll today. All my love, Jill 4/17/2025 1 Comment Powerless to the Pain BlogIf you've ever been in chronic pain you know how draining and overwhelming it can be. The physical sensations of burning, aching or throbbing are bad enough. Then you add the emotional aspect where you may be blaming or even shaming yourself for being in pain and not being able to get rid of it or at least numb it. All the while feeling powerless to the chronic pain.
I used to beat myself up for being in pain. I would judge the pain and focus on all the things I was doing wrong, like eating too much sugar, not drinking enough water, pushing my body by giving too many massages that week. I would finally get into bed and then toss and turn all night because I couldn't get comfortable. Only to do the same thing all over again. I started to feel powerless to my pain and would seek temporary relief by numbing or self medicating. My breaking point, where I knew the pain had power over me, happened after a difficult house call massage client. A house call meant I had to carry my massage table and bag. I had this one client who needed a ton of pressure. I would need to dig into her hips and back with my elbows to give her relief. I knew it was hurting my body but I wanted to help her and I needed the income. On one occasion after this challenging house call client, I was sitting in my car and my shoulder was throbbing. I felt overwhelmed and emotional. I wasn't even able to have a normal and peaceful conversation with my loving husband. I can't remember what we were talking about, but the pain was so loud that I started screaming at him, to the point where he had to yell back and hang up on me. Which if you know my husband is nothing like him. He is so kind and patient, but I was raging and he needed to get my attention. This was the day where I knew something had to change. I couldn't keep giving massages while in pain. My angels kept telling me, I don't have to be in pain if I make this change. I finally got an MRI that confirmed that I had 2 tears in my shoulder. Thank goodness, I only needed physical therapy and not surgery, like my ACL tear. So I embarked on my second PT journey in under 2 years to help my shoulder recover from the tears. The shoulder tears and pain was the main motivation to retire from massage. I prayed and meditated with my angels for clarity. As terrifying as it was to retire from my almost 20 year massage career, the decision helped me take my power back from the pain. It's normal to feel powerless or like a victim when the pain takes over your consciousness but remember your angels know how to heal your pain. Taking your power back from the pain begins with the intention to do just that. Once you set the intention to receive pain relief, you need to devote yourself to this intention, while the pain releases in layers. The final step in the angelic pain relief formula is to relax and receive. Your power lies in being able to relax fully, physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually while both releasing the pain and receiving your angel's love and compassion. Join my FREE master class Reclaim Your Power when you're in Chronic Pain with Angel Love on Thursday 5/22 from 2:30-4:30pm CT. Join me live or through the replay. There will be a replay for 5 days. It's my mission to heal your pain with angel love now, so enroll today. You don't have to wait until May 22 to receive relief, sign up for a FREE Angelic Pain Relief consult. In this heartfelt sacred space I will share what your pain is really about ( it's usually not what you think), and what your angels are saying about your pain (bringing instant relief). I will also pull an archangel for you, that will help you heal your pain, based on what we discussed in the consult. If we are a good fit I will share the details of my coaching program with you. Looking forward to helping you heal that pain once and for all. Love Jill Reiki was the light at the end of the tunnel blog. Happy new year and happy Friday earth angel
I remember when I first learned Reiki way back in 1999. It was such a cool class and I really enjoyed it. And no offense to my teacher at the time, but I didn't walk away with a strong personal practice. I didn't feel confident in my Reiki skills. I'm not sure if it was doubtful the attunement worked, or if the rush of life in my early 20s just kept me too busy to practice. But I didn't really use Reiki consistently for my own self care, until I became a Reiki Master in 2007. I met my Reiki Master teacher shortly after I had a breakdown and was in the psych hospital. After the psych hospital visit I went through what some call a “dark night of the soul”. I came face to face with my fears and repressed traumas from my childhood, that I needed to heal. During my dark night of the soul, I realized the need to take better care of myself. I needed to create a daily self care routine that grounded me. My dark night of the soul had me look at so many suppressed emotions, like shame, self-judgment and grief. During that time of inner struggle to understand what happened to me and why, I reconnected with my reiki practice. Reiki was the light at the end of the tunnel. Although I had already taken Reiki 1,2, and 3 several years prior, I re-took those training sessions with my new teacher on DVD. After updating myself on the Reiki fundamentals and adding some new symbols (yay). I was ready for Reiki Master training. Becoming a Reiki master increased my self esteem and my commitment to taking care of myself, so I could be a better mom, wife and healer. My self-reiki practice saved my life in so many ways. It helped me feel calmer as a mom of young kids. It helped me slow down and energetically process past traumas. My self-reiki practice was time for me to relax, release and receive the love I needed to heal and move forward from PTSD and pain. Fast forward a number of years, I received the download for Angel Reik after I tore my ACL. I experienced a lot of downtime from my busy life as massage therapist, yoga teacher and mom before and after ACL reconstructive surgery. One day while I was meditating with my angels, I received a clear down that each of the first 5 sacred Reiki symbols was connected with 3 archangels. It was clear as day and I knew that the angels wanted me to share this energy and information with the world. Here we are a decade later and I am sharing the up leveled version of this training on Sat 2/1. Here is what is cool about this amazing energy healing modality. Anyone can receive an attunement and use it to heal. If you are a total beginner or are a Reiki master, Angel Reiki Level 1 is for you. If you feel resistance to this training, the more you most likely need it. Your ego will give you 100 excuses as to why it's not time for this training. The angels and I have so much compassion for all your parts and their thoughts. Thoughts like… I have so much on my plate I don't have time ( for myself) I can't afford the training There's too much going on right now I understand all of this. It took me landing in the psych hospital before I made time for my own healing. I am here to say, don't wait for a crisis or the perfect time when everything is calm and settled. The time for your self-care and healing is now. Angel Reiki will help you understand yourself and your energy body to the next level. It will give you an energy healing modality at your fingertips for any ache, pain or stress. Angel Reiki will increase your intuition and give you a tool to consistently and effortlessly relax, release and receive the love you need. I'm offering a free quick 15 min call to move through any personal blocks/fears you have about this training and to see if this training is the right fit at this time. CLICK HERE to set that up. Also join us for the Angel Reiki demo and Q&A on Sat 1/18 from 11am-12pm CT over through the replay to experience this energy first hand and ask any burning questions you may have. Can't wait to share this amazing modality with those of you who are called to join us. All my love and angel blessings, Jill Surrendering self care or mom guilt blog
I remember when the kids were little and I would leave to go to a healing class. I was excited to learn and receive healing and at the same time I had tremendous guilt for leaving the kids, even just for 2-3 hours. I knew my soul was leading me to make time for myself and my education but the guilt was intense. I always came back from the class feeling refreshed and grateful, so I knew I was on the right path. But I had to both overcome the guilt and heal that part of me to keep moving forward on my own healing journey. As a massage therapist, I needed continuing education hours as part of my license. I was drawn to Reiki, crystals and angel healing classes. I was definitely blessed that the energy healing classes I was taking were both personally healing and professionally rewarding. Now as I sit here as a mom of 2 teenagers that don't need 24-7 childcare, I am so glad I took the time for me. Not only did I “walk my talk” about self care, but I was also led by example to follow your passions and take care of yourself too. Talk about a win-win I totally understand the guilt of investing both time and money in your own self care and healing. I can assure you the investment will pay dividends. Now that I am a full time coach, energy healer and author. I am so glad I followed my soul to evolve my career. I'm beyond thrilled that I made the time for myself to relax and heal with my daily angel practice, because it allows me to be more present for my kids when they come home. The balance and healing I receive from my daily Angel Reiki practice creates the space for me to listen with love to my kids' issues and challenges. I can be a peaceful sounding board for their concerns without taking it all on or rushing in to fix it for them. When you feel relaxed and at peace from your personal practice you Show up authentically in your most meaningful relationships Listen with an open heart and mind Have more compassion and judge less Respond rather than react (or like me, overreact) Trust your intuitive guidance and have the courage to act on it. Yes these are just some of the benefits you will receive form the Angel Reiki level 1 training which begins Saturday 2/1/25. You will receive an Angel reiki attunement which will allow you to channel Angel Reiki for instant pain relief. This attunement will also help you tend to, not only physical aches and pains, but to take care of your emotions as well. You will learn how to give yourself Angel Reiki everyday in just 5 minutes so you can feel more centered, grounded and soulfully connected in each moment. If you're feeling mom guilt or just guilt in general for investing time and money for your well-being, I totally understand. I am sending you and all your parts so much love. I am more than happy to set up a short chat to answer any questions you may have about Angel Reiki and help you get clear if this is the right training for you. Just reach out. All my love, Jill 12/4/2024 1 Comment Waht is Angel Reiki?What is Angel Reiki?
I love Reiki. It changed my life in numerous ways. Angel Reiki helped me get my power back, love myself more and called me to be a channel of love for myself and the world. I was first introduced to Reiki in massage school. I took several reiki levels as an elective course and loved it. However, I did not commit to practicing it regularly until after my dark night of the soul. It wasn't until I crashed and burned that I went back to this sacred practice. I ended up in the psych hospital in 2006, after a bout with postpartum depression, that later was diagnosed as PTSD. The months following the hospital were fraught with many heavy emotions, guilt, shame and self-judgment that I later describe as my dark night of the soul. I felt the pressure of being a new mom and often felt lost, confused and sad. But there was a glimmer of hope for me. Seeking natural relief from my emotional pain, I was led back to Reiki. Reiki is known as “universal life force energy” and comes directly from Source. Reiki is pure unconditional love from God/Creator/Source. Reiki is a hands on technique for stress reduction and relaxation that promotes healing. The ancient form of Reiki was “re-discovered” by Dr. Makio Usui in the late 1800’s and was developed in Japan. The word Rei-ki is made of two Japanese words. Rei which means “God’s wisdom or the Higher Power” and Ki which means “life force energy”. The word Reiki translates to mean “spiritually guided life force energy.” Although the dark night of the soul was not a pleasant experience, the pain led me deeper inside myself and helped me rediscover my self-healing powers. After many years of my personal daily Reiki practice and my love of the archangels, I was guided to merge these two healing systems together and created Angel Reiki. Angel Reiki is traditional Usui Reiki infused with the energy of the Archangels. Each of the first 5 sacred Reiki symbols are linked to an element (earth, water, fire, wind and storm) and the corresponding Archangels of that element. The archangel and elemental connection to the sacred symbols amplifies the potency and efficacy of the Reiki symbols. Whether you are seeking physical or emotional pain relief, want to explore your intuition and energy body or just want to learn a new healing modality, this Angel Reiki course is for you! Enrollment is open and the Angel Reiki journey begins on Feb 1, 2025. All levels are welcome, including reiki practitioners and masters. Email me with any questions and feel free to join us for my FREE Angel Reiki demo and Q&A on Sat 1/18/25. CLICK HERE. Last summer was so stressful. I was grieving my mom, caring for my brother and working an extra job on top of my own business. A big part of the stress was that my brother was having a manic episode. This caused family challenges as well as concerns for his safety and well being. I was doing the best I could to help him, making sure he went to therapy, picking up his meds and taking him to doctor appointments. He chose not to take his medication for bi-polar disorder which is a common issue with this condition.
After my mom passed, I took over Dylan's care, as I promised, and this included working for the dept of rehab so I could pay his rent and bills. Alongside my brother's care, I was also mothering 2 teenagers and running my own business as an Angel Coach and author, which is my passion. Processing the PTSD from my moms illness and death while caring for my brother who had a brain injury and was diagnosed bi-polar was emotionally exhausting. I'm sure I would have cracked more than once without the angel practices from my book, Receiving from Your Angels: Four Practices to Heal your Pain with Angel Love and my awesome team of healers that put me back together. Countless times I leaned into the Angels of Stress Relief to help me, not only get through the day, but to be present to all the love and joy that was all around me as well. My brother was in a nearly fatal car accident in 2018, which left him with a traumatic brain injury and he was no longer able to drive. He craved freedom and frequently asked me to buy him an electric bike. I wanted him to be happy and to experience some independence, so I finally got him a very nice Cannondale electric bike. He loved it. He rode it every day and even carried it up 2 flights of stairs to his apartment above the dry cleaners to keep it safe. He was wearing his helmet and enjoying himself and his freedom. Then tragedy struck. In mid August, just 16 days after I bought him the bike, Dylan was killed on the highway by a truck. It's devastating to write about and even more devastating to process. But process, I must. The sadness, the PTSD, the anger, the loss, the guilt. I know in my heart no one blames me for his death, including him, but it's painful to think that the bike I bought him for freedom, ending in his untimely death. Grieving my mom and my brother has tested the limits of what I felt I could handle while simultaneously making me grateful for every day and all the blessings I do have. I thank God and the angels for my career as an Angel Coach and Author. It's a daily gift to live my soul’s mission. It gives me peace and purpose to help others who may be struggling with physical or emotional pain to understand the purpose in their pain by connecting with the angels. If you are ready to explore hiring me as your Angel Coach and transforming your pain into peace, click the link and set up a free breakthrough conversation. In this free one hour breakthrough conversation over Zoom, I will share the angelic perspective of your pain and how my angel coaching programs will get you the results you are looking for. I would be honored to be on your team of healers. All my love, Jill |
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