Radical Acceptance Activates your Abundance Vortex- Blog 4

I lived in a car when I was a child. Just for a few weeks. My dad was a bricklayer and in the winter money was tight. My mom was a waitress and made ok money but it wasn’t consistent, even in the fancy restaurants. 

As a child, living in a car was an adventure… but I know my parents hated it. We stayed at those cheap motels on Lincoln street so my mom could take a shower and then back to the car. 

During the short homeless stint, in the transition between apartments, we bounced from staying at my dad’s friend's apartment to the Salvation Army, to hiding out in the car again. My parents were never legally married, so my dad wasn't allowed to stay at the Salvation Army with us. It broke my little heart thinking of him all alone in the car. Heavy stuff for a kid to process. 

Eventually things got a little better and we finally got a basement apartment across the street from the school. I will share some more adventures from that apartment in future blogs. 

I went from a homeless kid (for a short time) to living in the same house in suburban Chicago for 21 years. One of my commitments I made to myself was to give my kids the life I never had. I’m proud to say I have achieved that goal. 

I moved from apartment to apartment and went to 6 grammar schools. When I was 11 years old my father was murdered. That loss sent a shock wave through our whole family and my mom cleaned up her act. She put herself through nursing school and busted her butt to make our lives better. My mom taught me that when you know better, you do better. She leaned into spiritual tools. Like tarot cards and Reiki to deal with her grief and I deeply appreciate her wisdom and love. 

I’m so proud to have given my kids the steady home I never had. I don't blame my parents. They did the best they could with the tools and support they had. 

When the angels invited me to teach about activating your abundance vortex, my parts went back to old patterns of judging myself.  “How was I qualified to teach about this? I haven’t reached my current goals yet. I haven’t mastered the abundance vortex.” 

Even after all the healing I have done and abundance I have manifested, my parts were still in lack, judging myself and my progress. Writing this blog reminded me of how far I have come and how many goals and dreams I have already manifested. 

The angels showed me that I was naturally activating the abundance vortex around me by giving my kids the life I never had without guilt or shame. Honoring that dream come true, opened the floodgates of abundance and helped me realize I am qualified to teach about this. With my angel's help I continue to release the old patterns of lack, scarcity and poverty consciousness from my lineage and DNA, continually activating my abundance vortex. 

Where are you judging yourself or not seeing how far you’ve come ? 

Everyone has an abundance vortex! Abundance is your birthright. Through radical acceptance of yourself you can not only activate your potential but you can also become the most prosperous, generous and powerfully authentic version of yourself. 

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